39 Weeks and 5 Days Pregnant | Still No Baby



As you read this I am laid back on my sofa with Moana the Disney movie playing on my television. My baby boy is position on the left side of my stomach. I can hardly see my pointer keys on my laptop because of my belly. I am two days away from my supposed due date Friday, October 27th.  


I have been walking, dancing, having sex, and even drinking tea that has lots Red Raspberry Leaf in the ingredients that helps to thin out the cervix. My days have been up and down for the most part. I have been throwing up and even had a hot lava poop explosion from eating just two jalapeno poppers.  

Damn, I wish I could take back my urge to wanting to eat them in the first place. I was big eyed and had a feeling that it may help me to induce labor, but instead it placed me on the toilet in a fetal position, damn near yelling while my husband laid in bed that night laughing his ass off while listening to me suffer from a severe case of the lava shits. 


I went to the doctor on Monday to see if I had dilated, and to my surprise I wasn’t. I did find out that my baby boy is in the correct birthing position and is station. He can basically come any day now, and I am excited for his arrival. Even if God makes it to be this week I do not go into labor, I won’t become upset. I just really want a healthy baby. So far, I have not had any real signs of me going into labor at all. There’s occasional cramping, back pains, and Braxton Hicks contractions, but still no baby.

I want for my baby to come when the time is right for him. My doctor told me that if I don’t go into labor this week that I will be getting induce next week for sure. My baby Eli has still been active and for the most part is enjoying his stay inside of me. 

At this point in my life I am ready for motherhood. I really want to experience the joys the woes and the overall goodness of motherhood. I’m just so blessed to say that God chose me. 

I remember how when I first discovered I was pregnant how scared I really was. I kept thinking during that time, if my mama did it with three kids and no education, while living in a very small town then I know I could too. Thoughts of what I did not accomplish yet at 24 years old was troubling my mind, but I had no choice but to give it all to God. 


I’m now stronger with a clearer way of thinking. I will surely keep you all updated on the latest. 

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