As you read this I am laid
back on my sofa with Moana the Disney movie playing on my television. My baby
boy is position on the left side of my stomach. I can hardly see my pointer
keys on my laptop because of my belly. I am two days away from my supposed due
date Friday, October 27th.
I
have been walking, dancing, having sex, and even drinking tea that has lots Red
Raspberry Leaf in the ingredients that helps to thin out the cervix. My days
have been up and down for the most part. I have been throwing up and even had a hot
lava poop explosion from eating just two jalapeno poppers.
Damn,
I wish I could take back my urge to wanting to eat them in the first place. I
was big eyed and had a feeling that
it may help me to induce labor, but instead it placed me on the toilet in
a fetal position, damn near yelling
while my husband laid in bed that night laughing his ass off while
listening to me suffer from a severe case of the lava shits.
I went to the doctor on Monday
to see if I had dilated, and to my surprise I wasn’t. I did find out that my
baby boy is in the correct birthing position and is station. He can basically
come any day now, and I am excited for his arrival. Even if God makes it to be
this week I do not go into labor, I won’t become upset. I just really want a
healthy baby. So far, I have not had any real signs of me going into labor at
all. There’s occasional cramping, back pains, and Braxton Hicks contractions,
but still no baby.
I want for my baby to come
when the time is right for him. My doctor told me that if I don’t go into labor
this week that I will be getting induce next week for sure. My baby Eli has
still been active and for the most part is enjoying his stay inside of me.
At
this point in my life I am ready for motherhood. I really want to experience
the joys the woes and the overall goodness of motherhood. I’m just so blessed
to say that God chose me.
I remember how when I first
discovered I was pregnant how scared I really was. I kept thinking during that
time, if my mama did it with three kids and no education, while living in a
very small town then I know I could too. Thoughts of what I did not accomplish
yet at 24 years old was troubling my mind, but I had no choice but to give it
all to God.
I’m now stronger with a
clearer way of thinking. I will surely keep you all updated on the latest.
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