As a mama now I'm heading into the 6th week of my baby's growth
development. Nobody told me how demanding this stage of a baby's growth.
My baby has been breastfeeding non-stop, has been fussy, and not
wanting to sleep.
About
a week ago from today I was sitting with my laptop in my lap on my sofa with my hands on my head stressed. Yes, I was stressed and my anxiety was low-key through the damn roof. Now why my nerves were so bad?
Since
I was around 5 years old I knew what it meant to be the "less fortunate."
Before Thanksgiving and Christmas would come around and until I was about 12
years old I started bracing myself mentally to be viewed as a charity
case.
I'm actually the proud mama of a two week old baby boy! Damn, time
really is passing by quickly even if it doesn't seem like it to almost
folks. Just last week I was sitting in my bedroom holding my baby boy
after breast feeding him and the tears started to come. I was having a
break down for a necessary breakthrough.



